A TRAIN OF THOUGHT

 

I wrote this seven months ago, around my birthday. Hope you like it!

9th September 2022- 19:42PM 

In 5 days, and maybe 4?- hours, I turn fifteen,

It's no special age,

And maybe 5 days is a little late,

But in a few days I'll have grown at another year's rate.

10th September 2022- 8:00AM

I set an alarm for this one,

Though I feel 8 may have been a little too early, 

Because I'm still at the dentist and there's barely any sun-

Out. 

I wonder if 15 will come with early mornings like this,

Consistency and productive bliss,

I wonder if it will come with any change at all,

Confidence perhaps, 

A touch of maturity,

4 days to go,

4 days until... I don't even know.

11th September 2022 11:58AM 

I figure I should note a couple of resolutions,

Not simply saunter around feelings of apathy,

Concerning my new age,

For starters, how about, 

I manage my feelings of rage,

15 year old me shall not be angry in silence,

Put on tight faces dissolved in nothing but pretence.

Next, 

I want to play my cello everyday when I'm fifteen.

Only then will my dreams, take me seriously,

And form themselves into a reality;

I would like to keep my list short,

Keep the digits, timeliness and deadlines at bay,

Sum it all up, in this way,

Age 15, 

Resolution 3-

I will be the very best I can be.

12th September 2022 17:38PM

This will be my third try at this one stanza,

And hopefully my last.

There is a lot on my mind,

And I hope one day I'll leave this strange, annoying- occurrence behind.

I had three things to say,

But I write about how I have failed to say them,

You could say the rhymes that we're to come along betrayed them,

And my mind gave up on them,

But I'm simply going to state them,

One;

 I am thankful for the 14 years I've been alive. 

Two and Three have slipped my train of thought.

Yeah.

13th September 2022, 15:30PM

I'm sorry about yesterday, 

Even in the moment I felt it was weird.

Today's been nice as there's been a lot of wind,

Tomorrow's my birthday.

 And I feel good about it.

It's an excuse to celebrate,

Let loose, have fun-

14th September 2022, 21:00PM

I was born today, 

And today has been awesome,

There has been no change in mind,

Or goals set up, life truths I hope to find,

Today was simply fun,

From the water being poured on me,

To the serving of cake and pizza,

I have smiled so much my cheeks hurt,

And now I go to bed tired, in the best way possible-

This day is irreplaceable.

Age 15, I manifest new heights and trying everything seemingly impossible.

I've been 15 for seven months now- 

I'll post the update soon,